Novels and Memories

Hi, everyone!
I just came back from my hometown in Jogjakarta. Now I miss writing and sharing to you all. Hehehe. There's so much things I've learned from my journey. Especially from my journey to my brother's boarding school. I miss reading novels, listening my very own music, playing piano, and posting on this blog. :)
As what I've told to you, I was busy with my college so I don't have enought time to post on this blog. That's very sad. Today I attempt to flee myself with my sweety things, like novels and love songs. Am I falling in love? Yeah. Everyday. I fall in love with my life. It's like I married my life for almost 19 years.
Well, talking about my brother, now I know his new favorite thing beside coffee. It's a NOVEL. I think now my brother is more romantic than I am. But somehow, I love to be romantic. Or I'm just melancholic sometimes. Hehehe. Being another personality is fun! It doesn't mean that you have to change yourself. I mean, we can attempt to bring ourselves to feel another feelings. For example, when you feel so desperate, you feel so devastated, then you listen some good songs that cheer you up. People may feel devastated because they defend the perfection. As we know, life will never be perfect and it's gonna stress you out.
I am a student, now I am still a student. I'm perfectionist and it's stressing me out. But, today I have my day off, I wanna learn to be another personality. I wanna ease my life by being humble and simple. By reading some story or watching movies which are not happy ending, we will realize that nothing is wrong with our life. We just need to confess that our life is not always happy.

Leaving for Jogja

I'm going to flight to Jogja tomorrow for my grandparents' 50th wedding anniversary. Yeay! Actually, I'm too lazy now to post. Now I just wanna share some photos of mine while fitting the batik dress.

I love the rain today

Today is a rainy day in Jakarta. I recently come back from cinema after watching a movie. And now I'm typing this post and enjoying the gentle rain. And now the music is playing bossanova. How romantic evening it is. Hahaha. It sounds like I just wanted to kill my loneliness. But it's NOT exactly.
I just wanna share something about love and rain. The two words is really different. Love is a word to express feeling or affection. Rain is related to weather. But for me, love is like a rain.
Rain is not dangerous. Raindrops land gently sometimes, and also land in a splat sometimes. Sometimes rain makes a romantic atmosphere and result fragarance of petrichor, smell that some people love. But sometimes rain lands heavily and result a horrific atmosphere that people hate.
It's just like love. You find all good things for the first time that makes you melt just like ice cream in a summer. Then you know your mate deeper and deeper, and all you find is just the bad side. Sometimes you wanna leave it or just wish your loved one to be back as a sweet person like the first time you know him/her. Yeah, loving is simple but relationship is not THAT simple. But you always have two choices. Leaving or staying to see the rainbow. :)